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everytime when i'm down, my mum will remind me how beautiful i am to her

everytime when i'm starting to look back, my dad will ask me to fight and not give up on myself

the pressure of not wanting to disappoint anyone anymore is tempting me back to who i was and please just give me a break, i have no sense of directions . 

don't say harsh things like "i should just die and rott away with the foulest ameobas and cells" or "my parents should disown me" or something 

just because you don't live by the principle of "everyone deserves a chance" doesn't mean every mankind gotta eat meat to survive. there are some pretty good and sexy vegetarians out there .

have you ever read the poem " the road not taken " by robert lee frost ?

i have and i loved it . so please don't make my bright sky rain 

i have already sacrificed like moving back one year and seeking professional help but i have not done enough to cover what my parents did for me and it will never be enough .

majouriti would have been kick out from home but my parents are patient and loving enough to accept who i am so don't judge or try to say "if my parents were like that .... " or "if i'm your mom i would have .... " because you'll just make me laugh ..

if the word "if" exist and can be applied in reality, i wouldn't be where i am now . i would live "if only i could turn back time" and "if i could live that day over ...what would i say?"

maybe you are right, i'm lacking of attention but hey, i'm a human being and i crave for love and attention too. don't be a hypocrite 

now feel free to drop comments on my chatbox

 

my birthday is on the 3rd of July 2oo9 which falls on a Friday :B

i’ve been a good girl lately , i have not been to clubs .. really and i have not attend any home sessions ..

 

wishlist ..

an iphone ( hints mom,dad,bro,aunt KAO KAO )

 

or a digital camera from hello kitty ( hintss schoolmates )

 

i was upset and i decided to go shopping with my classmate, Cheng Loke and i spend all on ..

 

mirrors :D

 

 

i decided to put it beside my bed so every morning i wake up, i will smile widely till i’m able to count my own teeth

 

because my birthday is coming .

 

will it be just another day for me or will it be something unexpected this year?

 

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

 

*hopes high*

 

A for apple

B for boy

C for chau tut

K for kids

 

it’s fathers’ day and what did u do today ?

 

i went to Shah Alam Nirvana Memorial Park to pray my grandpa .

how about you? did u throw a tantrum to daddy or make a fuss to him ?

 

 

just seconds ago, i fucked up my computer .

doesnt this reminds you of kanye west?

 

oh well …

 

 

 

rich dad .. poor dad (:

even though we might not win.

i have 1234567890 pictures i probably never blog about before and here is it (:

webcam with Tai Yuin <3

taken at prof. g’s place about 1041735171761234567890123456789 years ago .

Question of the day.

who the fuck is prof. g ?

do u all ever wonder who the fuck is this fella and why is he even called Professor G ?

His name is actually Gary, so whenever one of our kakis asked where are we, we will say , “we’re at G’s place” . and it’s also G spot.

why? because …

this fellar is a sly mother fucking big sor hai who always speak Oxford based Harvard English and never get to the damn point and yes i hate him as much as i hate potatoes and he lived by the damn principle of “ Life is like a box of chocolate “ .

if LIFE IS like A BOX OF CHOCOLATE , i rather not eat chocolate for life because i’ll LITERALLY puke man everytime i think of him.

why AM i even telling you this is i hope he’ll fucking read this for all the damage he done to me , all the harm he brought to me .

fucking fake wussy.

this is for you Professor G.

and this is who Professor G is .

hunch back of notre dame .

i miss my entertainment :)

 

 

it’s amusing how dumb some people can get and still exist among our society.

we should really kill her